Saturday, May 12, 2007
fucking blogger is fucking shit, it took farking long to download.
fuck, maybe i should change to livejournal.
HMMM.
http://withlovecassie.livejournal.comAm i sad? nah, can't be.
am i angry? why should i be?
Am i happy? hell farking NO.
so i think i'm sad, hai, noo noo, wait, i'm not sad, i can't be sad.
so i thought about it over the weeks,
do i like you?
NO,
i loved you.
i wanted time, i rejected.
but then when the time passed,
i realised i have been thinking about you.
always.
i kept thinking;
you're going to be there for me when i'm bored.
i relied on you.
i had not gotten you out of my mind.
each time, i tried to hide;
i was just running away from it.
so, i kept hoping you walk pass;
i kept hoping i bump into you,
i kept wishing i see you.
i kept thinking about you,
so i did love you after all.
i bet you didn't know that;
i thought and i really thought;
i wanted new;
i wanted to be with you.
i was ready, ready to tell you on saturday.
but then; that was what you told me.
so it is over, it really is
is it?
the flame has died,
and this is how it is.
while i stay stuck with nothing;
you've moved on.
well; good for you,
you don't deserve me;
it's true.
i was selfish, so now when i want things to go my way,
things don't.
life sucks, it really does.
life is selfish and mean.
Thank you for making me happy.
i loved you, i really reaaaly did.
HA; i bet you didn't know that.
ps; can't time be turned bacck?
10:18 AM
