Saturday, April 28, 2007
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so much has happened the past week, and
so much am i only able to take in. i don;t know what's wrong with me; it's either im thinking tooo much; or im not even thinking at all.
anyways; mye's are like in 2 days. oh god. i dont feel ready at alll. everytime i try to study; i fall asleep or i get distracted. i haven't been in the best of mood these few days. it's like im always gurmpy and i never want to talk to claudia in the morning; then during asembly i'm okay; in class it's all so fuck; then i'm happy at some random time; and then im back to being super pisssy. oh well.
1)i hate your fucking obssesion. all you talk about is ______! WHAT THE.
2)exmas can kill.
3)i failed my 2.4; by a fucking 2o mins. pffffft.
4)i hate the fucking dusty curtains in class. CHELSEA KOH; STOP PLAYING WITH THEM.
5)I can never trust you again.
6)fucking classmate.
juli and evan came over to my house on friday; sopposingly sopposed to study, we ended up camwhoring. as in like serious cam-whorrring. like wow; i saw a side of juli i never saw. she cam-whores. so it was funn fuunnn fuunnn.
i went to parkway today. i bougght this lovely necklace from diva. oh my; i better start svaing my money. i want my shades. oh no wait nevermind; at least evangeline's going to pay 15 dollar for it; as my birthday present. YESSSS. haha. but i still need to save. after the exams im going shoooping. 1) with juli and evan. 2) with joan. 3) with mummy on my hunt for dresses. i really need $$$. oh and not forgetting my trip to ikea with evan. and my trip to escape with the section.
i was at coffee club for dinner just now. and i was wearing a pink tank top and a skirt; my gold hoops and the necklace from diva. then i had this convo with a random caucasion/amarican(?) stranger.
*both of us waiting for the toilet*
she: i like your style
me(shock): thanks. haha.
she: how old are you?
me: (thinking; my mind was blank) 13. (damn, im 14)
she: wow, you look older. like 16 or something.
me: haha. really?
she: gold really goes well with your skin.
me: oh, thanks.
she: do you tan?
me: not really.
she: you really should.
me: haha, oh thanks.
she: i hope im not freaking you out.
*i go into toilet*
wow; she was like so random yet so friendly. it reminede me of the super friendly americans in hawaii. and there; i go again. I MISS HAWAAI BADD. hai.
oh; i better go now. tomorrow; i better do last minute revisions. i dont know why but im kinda looking forward tomorrow. god. but i so can wait for monday to come. AH. if only we can stop time.
i thought we had it together too.
i wanted to gain back what i lost.
so i went for it.
i love you;
i really do,
but this dont seem to work.
i dont see you;
i dont even talk to you.
i'm sorry.
i am just not ready.
no; it's not you.
and no it;s not the rumours.
I MISS YOU.
i miss the fact that whenever i was bored;
you are the first that come to my mind.
I LOVE YOU
mrs joel madden.
7:15 AM
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so much has happened the past week, and so much am i only able to take in. i don;t know what's wrong with me; it's either im thinking tooo much; or im not even thinking at all.