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PROFILE

cassie sim
with love;.
WHATEVER
i'll teach you something, you'll never forget


TODAY
Feeling : what a waste of time it has been.
Craving : SHOOOPING.


WISHLIST
hawaii.hawaii(AGAIN).you. flaaaat tummy. skinny legs. farking good posture. denim skirt. sunnies from topshop. 3/4 jeans from FOX. black/red clutch. black tote. beautiful dresses from forever21. heels. flats. black sweater from mango. shooping spree. trip to brisbane/goldcoast. roommakeover. whole new wardrobe.

ARCHIVE
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
July 2007


LINKS
JILLIAN. JULIANA. EVANGELINE. JOAN. KAYLER. SAXOPHONES. WEELYN. EUNICE GEE. EUNICE GOH. JOLENE. JIA WEI. GENEVIEVE. ADEL. AUDREY. ABIGAIL. EDA. CELESTE. OLIVIA. BERNICE. MEREDITH. LYDIA . SANDRA. VANESSA. QI HUI. TERESA. RACHAEL. RESHVIN. KEISHA. BRIGETTE. NICOLE. NADIAH. DEAN. RACHEL THONG. DORALINE. XIN NING. SHERRI. NATALIE.

SCREAMS



Saturday, March 31, 2007

sweet sweet hawaii memories :)



































9:06 AM

i have no regrets on going to hawaii. fark, it was AWESOME. i swear. im back home, dang. it's either the trip to hawaii was just a dream or it actually is a dream that im back home. i still keep thinking about hawaii. ohh mann.

i shall try blog about my trip.

we left in the wee weee hourrs of the morning. flight to tokyo was not that bad. eventhough it was super sqeezy, but i was lucky enough to be able to sit beside juli. over at tokyo we had a 5 hour transit. had real effin yummmy unagi/eel. damn, it was good. we went walking at the airport , went to the shop claire's. also known as my LONG-LOST-SISTER. fark, it was heaven. if only i had the $$$. i finally bought a clutch. for $11us. god, we spent god knows how long in there. then, it was back onto the plane again. another 6+ hours of feeling super squashed up.

for the first time i felt so proud to be on the plane.
1) i didnt feel i single bit sick at all.
2) the pilot announced about us "st anthonys .... blahh... hawaiii..." that sort. super cool.

FINALLLYY we reached hawaii. super jad-leg. ps; juli thought jed-lag was when your legs get numb and that. JULLIIII. we could not check in to the hotel. so we had to kill time by walking down the streets. i was super tired i swear i could just fall asleep on one of the benches. the people in hawaii are all super friendly. like soooo friendly. we walk in the shop and they're like "hi girls" and even without buying anything they will say "thank youuu" ha, then singapoore leh? you dont get anything at all. even at the immigration. there was so much difference. coming home to singapore that time, i went to this immigration counter, and i wanted to say hi to the lady but decided not to, since her face was freaking black. urgh, how unfriendly. she didnt even say thank you. how singaporean like. eww.

the beach there was so farkig cool. argh, if only i took more pictures.

that day i had already started planning about what i wanted to buy. dont talking about US dollars to me. i swear im like broke. before even we sat in the airplane from hawaii to tokyo i had like zero dollars. i swear i was dead broke. i was so broke that while i was paying i realised i was short of 10us, so jo had to lend me money. how embarassing. actually come to think of it; i didnt buy much, or rather i think i didnt buy much. tsk. but i probably must have been the money i spent at food pantry, AH, I LOVE. all the yummy mircowave food.

we had to go shopping in our groups always, not that there was anything wrong with it. but i just wished i could have gone with juli evan and dora. but at least i ahd1hr with them. we went to macys, and we were trying on clothes together. so fun :)

yeah, we had like quite alot of microwave food, which was okay, cause that meant "bonding" session with jo,wee,sherri,sascha,carissa. i swear i had fun with them. real fun. i miss 864, our room number. i miss having the balcony which was just next to evan's. so we were like talking across the balcony, which was sooo cool. my room is always being invaded my sherri as well as evangeline who always come bother me in my room. HAHA.

there was study times, i didnt do much studying. i went over to joan's room one time, and i swear i had fun gossiping with her. haha.

breakfast everyday was the same, at SMOGYS. oh whatabore. and normally my table is always too tired , they, especially weelyn end up sleeping. HAHA. we kept waking up late there. oh man. so stupid la. like the alarm was so annoying. esp sascha's vibrating alarm. and i dont know why but the rest always never seem to hear the alarm, either that or they are purposely ignoring it. oh well. anyways, we were late one day cause weelyn had stomachache. ah, how clever me.

second day at hawaii,was my birthday(hawaaii time) i swear i experienced something i'll probably never forget. i'll like to thank SACCB, for the wonderful surprise with two cakes. i swear that really was one big surprise. oh man, i was like SO touched okay till i even cried. ah well, at least i cried for reasonable reason unlike JOLENE. haha. i also like to thank audreycullum for "serving" me a piece of cake. i also thank joan for giving me a kiss on the cheek. right. i dint get to really spend much time with my friends on that thou, hai.

performance at ala mona was okay. speaking of ala mona, ala mona is a shopping heaven. i swear. so nice. so much better than singapore. ah if only i had the CASH.

adjudication was a nightmare. before the performance everyone was like so emmotional. i swear, oh gosh. but i better not go into that. so everything turned out well, i came in on time. yesssh. we got a silver, and actually i am proud of it. i mean silver. us. that's quite good la.

we had like combine rehersal with the west ranch, they were good man. ahh, annd all the altos were guys. so it was cool. :))

people were getting excitid when they saw the guys from america and aussie. like what the hell no offense. but ya, exchaning email adds is okay. but takiing candid photos of them, err. like what aree you going to do to the photos? stare at it everynight? GOSH.

dinner and dance on the third night went quite okay. i think. i sat with sherri, so it was okay. our table were like full of choir people, except for me and sherri and this other guy; fourteen and plays the alto sax. so cool man. but he's not cute enough. food was well, okay. salad was a freeak. i swear. i was forcing myself to it. we had 10 mins of grace time during the dance part, i was like going with joan and evan, pushing ourselves through cute and hot guys :) evan was being stupid cause she kept pushing me and joan to guys. ha, but it was good. haha.

hawaii came and gone, what a week it was. trip back was okay, i didnt feel sick. so goood. Tokyo was okay, juli bought me a wallet from claire's. :))) had to cut cost, since i didnt have any money. what a sad thing. cause that meant i had to eat macs instead of unagi. and what a sad thing or i could have bought tons of GREEN TEA. oh wells, at least i got to touch hawaii and a part of japan. and the memory. i swear will last forever. oh man, i think that this trip like brought us together, oh man. now i really cant bare for jo and wee to grad. ARH. no, im going to cry.

I MISS HAWAII.
I MISS 846.
I MISS MAKING FUN OF WEELYN.
I MISS SEEING JOLENE'S SUPER MESSY HAIR IN THE MORNING.
I MISS SEEING SASCHA FREAK OUT WHEN SHE REALISED SHE DIDNT BRUSH
HER TEETH.
I MISS LAUGHING MY DIFFERENT LAUGHTER.
I MISS HANGING OUT WITH THEM.
I MISS TALKING TO EVAN FROM BALCONY TO BALCONY.
I MISS MICROWAVE FOOD.
I MISS ALAMONA.
I MISS FOOD PANTRY.
I MISS ABC STORE.
I MISS CLAIRE'S.
I MISS SHOPPING.
I MISS TAKING PHOTOS.
I MISS THE WEATHER.
I MISS WEARING A JACKET.
I MISS THE SUPER FRIENDLY AMERICANS.
I MISS THE CHEAP BARGAINS.
I MISS THE CONVERSATIONS THAT ME AND MY ROOMATES HAD BEFORE WE SLEPT.
I MISS BEING ANNOYED BY THE ALARM EVERY MORNING.
I MISS PRANK-CALLING.
I MISS EVERY DAMN EFFIN THING ABOUT HAWAII.


8:24 AM

Friday, March 30, 2007

HAWAII = SUPPERRR FUUUNNNNN.
im suffering from jet-lag. i shalll blog about the trip another day


12:00 PM

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

one more proper sleep till i be on the plane to hawaaaaiiii .
two more days till i finally be a year older.
ah, how exciting. my brother aksed if i was exciited? i actually don't even know if i am. oh wells.
i am tired, i am pissed. i think i am faling my test. daaang.
i am super random now too as well.

IM GOING ON MY SUMMER HOLIDAY says:
HELLO WEELYN
WEELYN says:
HI

IM GOING ON MY SUMMER HOLIDAY says:
LET'S TYPE IN CAPS. IT'S SOOO FUUUUUUNNN

WEELYN says:
WOW
WEELYN says:
SO FUN
WEELYN says:
-.-
WEELYN says:
HAHAH

IM GOING ON MY SUMMER HOLIDAY says:
BTW, DO YOU WANT TO HEAR A SONG?
WEELYN says:
NO
WEELYN says:
HAHAHA

IM GOING ON MY SUMMER HOLIDAY says:
IT'S SO NICE.
IM GOING ON MY SUMMER HOLIDAY says:
CHECK MY PERSONAL MESSAGE
WEELYN says:
WHAT THE HELL
WEELYN says:
DONT ANYHOW SAY LAH

IM GOING ON MY SUMMER HOLIDAY says:
YA BETTER NOT, NOT MR DE SCOLD.
WEELYN says:
YES
WEELYN says:
GO CHANGE

IM GOING ON MY SUMMER HOLIDAY says:
CHECK IT OUT NOW
WEELYN says:
YAY
WEELYN says:
THIS IS SO MUCH BETTER
WEELYN says:
HAHA

IM GOING ON MY SUMMER HOLIDAY says:
HAHA, SERIOUSLY I THINK THE SONG IS SO NICEEEEEEE.
IM GOING ON MY SUMMER HOLIDAY says:
HA, NOW I KNOW WHAT TO ANNOY YOUUU WITH
WEELYN says:
TSK
WEELYN says:
WHY MUST IT BE MY SAXOPHONE

IM GOING ON MY SUMMER HOLIDAY says:
CAUSE YOU WERE THE ONE WHO TOLD ME ABOUT THE SPIDER.
WEELYN says:
DOSENT MEAN ITS IN MY SAX RIGHT
WEELYN says:
CAN BE YOURS WHAT
WEELYN says:
HAHA

IM GOING ON MY SUMMER HOLIDAY says:
NO, BUT SERIOUSLY MY SAX IS VERY CLEAN
WEELYN says:
MINE CLEANER
WEELYN says:
K I GTG
WEELYN says:
BYE

WEELYN leavs in denial that there is a spider in her sax. says:
BYE WEEEEELYN.
WEELYN leavs in denial that there is a spider in her sax. says:
SEE YOU TOMORRROW.
WEELYN leavs in denial that there is a spider in her sax. says:
SEE YOU AT THE AIRPORT
WEELYN says:
SEE YOU
WEELYN says:
IN BAND LAH


7:10 AM

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

im pissed,im sad,im happy.
well life's screwed. it reallly is. my horoscope says things are going to change;
maybe it really will after hawaii. i hope though.

but on second thought nothing much will change; since YOU guys farking hell hate the fuck out of me. seriously, bitches; i dont need you guys at all. so what the fuck if im going to be an effin loner the whole time. at least for all i know i am going to work my ass off and get the fuck out of the class. for all i care im going to get the fuck out and never see you guys. cause you guys are farking traitors who deserve to go to hell. stupid assholes who dont know what is right or wrong. well that's your farking problem anyway.

today was another bore day. sine whenever is school not? ezzah and gunita is getting annoyed with us during recess, since we were talking about what we were bringing to hawaii and all. haha, how duuummb.


i went for self-praactice, to work on my renegade. it was okay, well i hope my part is better, thanks to weelyn. weelyn made me laugh today again. with the stupid spider nonsense. weelyn asked me who come i am nowadays always laughing to whatveer she does. how to answer that, but it probably is a hint telling her not to grad and not to leave us. WEELYN AND JOLENE!

i went home to pack my lugaage. thank god, i got most if it done already. oh man, now i see like my bag is so small, and i have so much to bring, i wonder how to fit. tution was another bore. i swear. sigh.

lea is in hospital cause of her jundice :((((( hai, oh wells, i hope things change soon. i really ned a break. im so tired, nothing seems to be going right these days. I NEED A TRANSFER. but i could do with my short guy.

3 more days to hawaii. can i do it?

dedication for my dearest section leader weeeeeelyn;
i see 8 spiders in weelyn's soprano.
i want to kill it, but OOOPS.
when i go nearer,
it actually is ONE spider with EIGHT legs.

♥ dang, why are you so blind?


6:15 AM

Monday, March 19, 2007

today is the start of a brand new term, ah oh wow. i dont know why the teachers make such a big fuss over it. bla bla.

cat class yesterday was a bore. typical.
i went to my uncles' home the whole day yesterday after church. was playing with my cousin and all. i was so shocked cause my aunt actually bought a birthday cake for me. like oh my god, i didn't know about it. so wow, my cousin was sinignig (okay sort of like mumbling) me a birthday song what a cutieee. hai, and at that moment i had this feeling of regret going to hawaai on my birthday!

that was that, didnt get to go out. but i'll be going out with my mum to get my black shoes and my clutch on wed, im so happy.

today school was boring. i nearly slept through 3 periods straight of effin maths. boo. recess was some normal. rest of the day was a bore. fark bore.

band was okay. we had a small briefing on hawaii. me and jolene have decided to the sleeping arrangements. i'll be sleeping with jolene. that leaves weelyn with sascha :) oh ya, i forget to mention my room mates.

im apparently in room8,
cassandra
weelyn
jolene
sascha.


cool thing,casue juli is in room7. im also in like group B. with the whole sax section plus mer, jaslyn, and sherri. haha, and sherri's going to be my crazzzy partner :) haha. TAN TY is my chareopone(?) teacher. oh maaaan. i had to teach the juniors today, so far so good i guess.

im now super tired. stupid ass guard was such a bitch just now. i didn have my card but he ask so much , my block and unit no. okay that isnt alot. but to a super tired bitch girl , it will be. fuck. im so tired mentally and phyically!
yesh, tomrrow have tution, okay no tution's a fucking bore. except for thurs' tution. (:

tomorrow is going to be another boring day, i have to go home straight after school to start packing my luggage. im like the only one who has not started packing!

4 more days to hawaii

short boy♥


6:52 AM

Saturday, March 17, 2007


my cute little baby cousin. 4 days old.


9:19 AM

i finally have decided to blog. i'm pissed but also happy since i was talking to yoooouuu just now. i think i better save my blog or i swear it'll just rot. everything about my blog is dead. i wonder even if anyone ever comes here. oh well who cares i shall just talk.

my baby cousin lea is finally here. what an angel she is.

things have been so crazy for me. like real crazy. im having an effin cough. my stomach is grrrrowlinng, i just came home from one of my aunty's house. i should have eaten man. i havent been eating properly today. pfft, but nevermind! i need to loose weight. i went to my bro's sch carni at like 9+. was so darn freaking EFFIN hot. i could just cry. and with what i saw there.

weelyn made me laugh today. i am under strict rules not to say anything. she toold me not to write anything about her. what a fool cause i swear i was going to say something nice about her. like, im going to miss her after she' grad. ohh, i think i better erase what i say, not she'll get angry with me. haha. mrsC. oops. i was gossiping with weelyn today about my ENTERTAINMENT NEWS. which yours truely, meee, am the news reporter. and my dear weelyn is my source. i shall not say more or else , she'll kill me.

i went to pp. as usual i went in topshop carrying nothing, came out with nothing either. im finding for a nice simple top. but it's like no where to be found. i got my toiletires(?) for my hawaii trip and all that stuff already. so im cool. just need to start packing. i didnt get to buy muuch, since i have like noooo money. i bought a black belt for $14, so im quite happy. i still need my black shoes for hawaii, will be getting it during the week. and i am finally getting my black clutch. (: yeesss. i was discussing with my bro on what i wanted for my birthday, i seriously have not made my mind. his budget is 25, so it's tight. maybe i need a new pencil case, or wallet? oh my, i dont know. DANG. i could get him to get me a new pair of sunglasses. i really want a bag, but my girls said there going to get me one. im not so sure thou, i hope they still remember.

i overhead a silly convo between my mom and bro so i shall post it here. this is super random.
mom: did you finish your drink?
clinton: ya, i think there's half left.
mom: haiyo, so wasting.
clinton: no la, there's 3/4 left.
mom: whaat?
clinton: what's 3/4? is it 3 times of a quater?

we had SYF camp. now that i think about it, i actually miss it. as much as we had to wake up so early and go to school. and the night before i was super grumpy. it all paid off. now i think of it, i have no regrets in joining band at all. food sucked. but being with the section, brought the fun. we had bombing time. where we bombed the other sections. it was super uberr fun. i swear. the preview went well. i think the band really bonded together. as well as our setion :)

march holiday was this week.
it's over and holiday is like over. holiday my asss. the whole week have been filled. band band band. everyday. our band uniform came . oh how awesome. BOO. i havent had time for myself. to even clean my room. my table is just pilling. ive got tons of projects. none of which i have started on. i have been having tution, not that there's anything wrong with that since i get to see "youu".

there was aday when i went out with juli and evan, shopping. it was funneess. cause we were seriously camwhoring. our outmost motive of that trip was to get presents. clau doraline my mum's and juli's. i failed to get juli's one. cause she cant seem to make up her mind. oh wells. i will post the pictures we took soon.
recess and lunch have been fun. i really love my girls.

apart from the time i am with my girls, i seiously, havent been in the best of mood. got my progresspaper back, i havent done to well. i better study harder. not my mum will talke me out of band. and that's it for me. i think you* should really tution me maths. oohhlala. that would be so farking fun :)

i havent been thinking right at all, i swear. there is sth wrong with me. this convo happened in tution. super dumb thou.
mr goh: so what instru do you play?
cass: SAXOPHONE, how many times i say already?
mr goh: so who's your faveourite saxophonist?
cass: (without thinkking) KENNY ROGER
mr goh: eh, isn't that the store name.
cass: oh ya hor. oops. sorry.

my _____ sucks. i swear im such an effin _____.
1) (name) you are such an effin traitor.
2) people in ___-____. YOU GUYS SUCK.
3) (name) and (name), continue hating me.
4) im so pissed of with (name). i can not believe your my no originality junior.
it's the time in life where everything just seems to be going in the wrong direction. everthing sucks. you tell me this will end. when will it ever end? can't i have an effin break?

thank you ;claudia, evangeline, juliana, joan and my dear saxies for being always there for me.

6 more days till hawaii.
7 more days till i turn fourteen (not that it would be any difference)

i'll keep waiting for you. ♥
reupdate: (12.43pm)
i've changed my skin.
since joaney joan is too busy
to help me with a new one.
the words are like so small. arh.


8:22 AM